Sunday 4 January 2009

The pain of the dear one


When I look into those eyes
Those unhappy sad eyes
I thought that it's pity that I felt
But when I felt that pain which strike my heart
I can't barely breath at first
I'm trying hard to gain control of myself
I'm staying put instead of reaching out my hands
No matter how much I wish to calm those eyes

The feeling that I thought that I've let go and get over with
Somehow and somewhat
It's only what I said to myself
Which I thought good for me and everybody else
I've told myself over and over again
Don't cry and don't show my heart
No matter how hard it is