This Pain

I can't stand the energy and so is the aura that I have to face.

I breath in the poison and building the wall around me at the same time.

Nobody ask me to stay and yet nobody can make me leave.

This silence that I remain is the loyalty that I kept.

Because the pain that I carry is the heart that I protect.

Feeling Grateful

I am not a story teller but yet I have a story to tell.

The world is so beautiful as that is what I can see and feel.

The life is full of miracle and I'm still overwhelmed with it.

So much to experience and so much to learn.

No question needed to ask and yet I have given most of the answers.

Giving more than I'm needed and I'm feeling grateful.

The Art of "Okay"

Ooookaaaayyyy.....

Okay......Sooooo......

Okay......So?

Okay......So what?

Okay......What now?

Okay......What ever....

Win back yourself

It's not about losing to others.

It's about winning back yourself.

My kind of day

It's a day to do nothing and be somebody.

Staying input and feeling everything.

Sitting alone and let myself wandering off.

Smiling to my self and achieve a great distance.

Feel yourself

Closed your eyes and let everything goes back to you.

Breath slowly and let your self feel every part of your self from the inside.

Feel the breeze that touch your skin and let them be.

Feel the floor beneath you and let them be.

Feel the air that fills your lung and your stomach and let them fills you.

Don't try to remember the past or think of the future.

Just stay static in the current world and space.

The space in you is your inner world.

Feels your anger and let them be.

Feels your ego and let them be.

Feels your dissatisfaction and let them be.

Feels your pain and let them be.

Feels your emptiness and let them be.

Feels your sadness and let them be.

Feels your loneliness and let them be.

Feels your flaws and let them be.

Feels your passions and let them be.

Feels your courage and let them be.

Feels your hope and let them be.

Feels your strength and let them be.

Feels your love and let them be.

Let them all be and embrace them.

Embrace your self because they are all you.

Be aware of your inner world and accept them.

Accepting them is accepting your self.

You

The one person between you and your self is you only.

Somebody and nobody

When you put other's need before you, you're somebody.

When you depends your happiness on others, you're nobody.