Monday 18 October 2010

Chances

Today, my sister is being given a second chance that will change her life and her future.

Today, I grab a chance to change my life and my future.

Whatever the future there are for us, we will never know but it would not stop us from making changes and move on.

We realised that it's not that easy to be strong and we were not born to be weak either.

Great thanks to Allah for all the guidance and help we needs.

Saturday 9 October 2010

Feels like remembering

Human and their hearts. Their hearts especially. Without their knowing, they are shouting in the wind and crying for help. Nobody will able to listen except for some certain people. People that walks through families, friends and strangers like nothing happen. People that closed their eyes with tears dropping silently whilst curving a slightly smile of hope and love. People that took a deep breath to inhale the pain of others and exhale the lights into their surrounding. People that placed their hand to their chest and hearts, feelings their own heartbeats with love and affection. People like me and others like me. Attract me like no other.

Everything we feels are like remembering. Remembering the feelings. Feelings of happiness and sufferings. If we never experience, we would never knew as we could never remember. People like us needs to feels and needs to remember the feelings. Being gifted and able to give back is why we are born. Reason for our awakening and time for us to awake does not depends on us as we only following the path that has been set for us. Somehow we have to experience more than others not only for us but for others as well. For some reasons we are are able to endure the experiences as we are built for having the reason to remember all the feelings.

To feels loves more than others. To receive and gift love like no others. Still feels like remembering and remember the feelings. This is how we are. Not only for us but for others.

Friday 8 October 2010

Miracle Words for the heart

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.

Ya Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.
Thee do we serve and Thee do we beseech for help.

Ya Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.
Thee do we serve and Thee do we beseech for help.

Ya Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.
Thee do we serve and Thee do we beseech for help.

Glorious is God.

Tuesday 5 October 2010

Part of my heart being ripped off

There are things that currently making my hearts so weak and sad. So sad that I'm thinking about giving up what I'm currently living and had. Start all over again from zero and scratch. Scratching my head hoping that my decision is the wise thing to do. Before anybody realise, I'll already gone and I hope it's good for me.

But today, part of my heart being ripped off. I just bursting into tears. I try to be strong but tears kept rolling down from my eyes. I'm trembling and trying to find my ground to stand back again. I just lost in my words and I just don't know what to say anymore.

God, I pray for the future of my sister. God, I seek for the best for my sister. God, I wish for the better in health for my sister.

Ameen.