Sunday 9 September 2012

Journey to the other side deep inside

As the raindrops touches the grounds of my minds.
Flowing deep into the plane of the other sides.
Unconsciously that I have become.
Deep inside my thought.
Feeling heavy and aware at the same time.
Beautiful feeling and feels of wanting more.
Seeking more.
Dragonfly flew right on top of me.
Showing me that it's time already.
To go on with this journey.
Deeper than before and deeper than I have been.
All as one and yet separate one from another.
Aware of everything and yet feeling nothing.
A place I have no controlled over.
Like a passing through and my feet did not touch the ground.
As I am returning the called of the dolphin.
Echoing far from the horizon and even deeper.
I flew on and diving deep.
Which of it, it does not matter.
A destination I long for.
As the wave change within the surrounding.
Feelings the highness as it touches my skins.
As everything becomes warm and condense.
Healing in time where there is no time.
So fast that I don't even realise of the time ticking.
Time flew by and I am overwhelmed with the surrounding.
Delusional have I become.
Is it true and what I do experiences.
Heavier than before and deeper from before.
Not that I want to stay more.
It's a journey that I need to follow.
When more than a call that I abide.
A short journey and stay for a while only.
And then without knowing suddenly I.
Going even deeper yet I feels like floating high.
High and higher to another.
Separating my self from my self.
Dungeon and Dragon.
Roller coaster on the brown hills.
Seeing nothing and yet feeling everything.
Opening my heart as I was deep inside the sea of energies.
Opening even more as I was given answers to what I seek.
As heavy old rustic book appears in my hands once called upon.
Seems like a dream to me.
A place I have been and a place I will returned.
As I have been there before.
A place I can recalled as a past.
A place I can claim as a here.
I don't have to scream for wanting more.
Politely all is mine and I can do is simply asking.
And I can have everything I want if I want to.
Am I flying in mid air or am I diving in the wave of deep sea.
I am sure that I do belong to any of these and more.
And I know that I don't need any hall of fame.
As I found a place within a spot in my heart.
Until the time to meet up again.
I must go back and I will returned.
Opening my eyes to the sunshine.
Feeling grateful and bliss.