Inspiration

When a star become a constellation.
When a word become a full bloom poem.
When a sound become a completed music scores.
When a heart become a universe.
Do you have that feeling.
When an idea comes to life.
All the missing pieces comes together.
Right before my own eyes.
Feelings and hearing.
Like looking through another world.
Viewing from start till the end.
Feeling everything as a spectator watching a play.
I am cheering all the way.
Absorbing until I am overwhelming.
Drowning in my own world.
With emotions and delusional.

Journey to the other side deep inside

As the raindrops touches the grounds of my minds.
Flowing deep into the plane of the other sides.
Unconsciously that I have become.
Deep inside my thought.
Feeling heavy and aware at the same time.
Beautiful feeling and feels of wanting more.
Seeking more.
Dragonfly flew right on top of me.
Showing me that it's time already.
To go on with this journey.
Deeper than before and deeper than I have been.
All as one and yet separate one from another.
Aware of everything and yet feeling nothing.
A place I have no controlled over.
Like a passing through and my feet did not touch the ground.
As I am returning the called of the dolphin.
Echoing far from the horizon and even deeper.
I flew on and diving deep.
Which of it, it does not matter.
A destination I long for.
As the wave change within the surrounding.
Feelings the highness as it touches my skins.
As everything becomes warm and condense.
Healing in time where there is no time.
So fast that I don't even realise of the time ticking.
Time flew by and I am overwhelmed with the surrounding.
Delusional have I become.
Is it true and what I do experiences.
Heavier than before and deeper from before.
Not that I want to stay more.
It's a journey that I need to follow.
When more than a call that I abide.
A short journey and stay for a while only.
And then without knowing suddenly I.
Going even deeper yet I feels like floating high.
High and higher to another.
Separating my self from my self.
Dungeon and Dragon.
Roller coaster on the brown hills.
Seeing nothing and yet feeling everything.
Opening my heart as I was deep inside the sea of energies.
Opening even more as I was given answers to what I seek.
As heavy old rustic book appears in my hands once called upon.
Seems like a dream to me.
A place I have been and a place I will returned.
As I have been there before.
A place I can recalled as a past.
A place I can claim as a here.
I don't have to scream for wanting more.
Politely all is mine and I can do is simply asking.
And I can have everything I want if I want to.
Am I flying in mid air or am I diving in the wave of deep sea.
I am sure that I do belong to any of these and more.
And I know that I don't need any hall of fame.
As I found a place within a spot in my heart.
Until the time to meet up again.
I must go back and I will returned.
Opening my eyes to the sunshine.
Feeling grateful and bliss.

Possibility of Possible

I am chatting with my self. Can I make the impossible be possible. I will never knew if I don't try. I will never knew if I am not curious. Finding passion like I can pluck it from the tree. Every song I am listening to is giving me the hints. Like magics and miracles. Goes back to what I believe it to be. Goes back way to that innocent and childlike way. The energies that is flowing inside of me, finding ways to live and living life. The ideas pop up like hills fulls of mushrooms. Beautiful as it is. It's up to me to view the scenery or to pick up all the mushrooms with my basket of thought. Easy as it seems to be. The possibility created within me. The curiosity built up within me. The passion finding it ways to me. Changing my place with the stars as they are looking up towards me. As if I am the one who is showing them the ways. The possibility of possible, is all within inside of me.

Flowing back into myself.

I am writing back again after quite some time. After settling back the unsettling wave deep within me. Only I could tell when the time come. For me to emerge back again. I thought I have lost the gift of words after feelings the numbness and stiffness. How foolish I could be and thinking I just need to change the directions. Feeling in all the change of wave and emotions. It's a bliss after all calming the storms and turmoils. As I have said before, after the storm have pass, the calm sea is a beautiful scenery. All I have to do is just change back the direction towards inwards. Like cherish the moment and enjoying the music of life.    Curious have I become, about what life set before me. Seeing the glimpse of the future and set to decide what I want for it to become. Nobody knew and as I never knew. When the time comes, I will know. And I will smile and I have already smile, the moment I saw the future set beyond me. Be true to myself. I am flowing back into my self.

My Dear Self

My dear self.

Let me love you.
With tender and warmness.

Let me believe in you.
Like no other else can win your heart.

Let me have you.
As I am surrendering back to you.

Let me feels you.
Allow this integration took place.

Completed and will never be separated again.

My True

I am flying into the unknown.
Deep within the dungeon of myself.
A place I have long forgotten.
Scared as I can be, for the first time I am returning home.
Getting my self familiarize with what I used to be.
Waiting for no one except for my self.
Waking up to feels back the wave underneath my skin.
The tidal of life as I am breathing in and living.
Closing my eyes and feeling my self.
A true and my true.

Things I like

Things I like are simply things I like.
Simple as just like that.
Relaxing and enjoying.
No burden and any expectation.
My own pace and my own time.
Free flowing and reaching the destination.
The way I like it.
And how I like it to be.

Be Peace and Guided

Be peace with myself.
Comfortable as I could be.
Breathing in the air.
With smooth rhythm of love.

Be guided with myself.
Confident as I could be.
Bathing in the sun.
With warm feelings of acceptance.

Breakthrough

The _ing and be.
One thing that comes before the other.
Sometimes it makes my heart ache.
Sometimes it makes my brain bake.
To overcome the blocks and boulders.
To go through the walls of emotions.
Pushing my hand through and breakthrough.
Easy it seems to be once I am on the other side.
Looking back with a smile and a lighter heart.
It does not hurt at all.

Truth

Truth speaks to us through many masters.

Choice

There are times we are given opportunity to see a glimpse of our future so we can make a choice either to accept it or to change it because it's entirely up to us.

Nice Ride

Every human have the chance to go very far in life. Without destination, it's just a nice ride.