This year nearly end and new year will start in a few weeks time
With a few good and lots of bad things happening
For the choice that I can finally make
After facing countless of searching and rejection
For being able to move on
After all the miserable phase I had to pass through
For being able to let go
After all the heartache and headache I had to swallow and bear
For the friends that still hang out with me
After all they are able and not able to do for me
For the family that still believe in me
After all the distance and time zone that separate us
Sometimes makes me wonder
Is it the time again for me to make the annual reality check
After all it is nearly new year
It could be a turning point for me
To be able to have choices and be able to make a decision