I want to live

I'm soffucated and I can't breath properly
I'm drowning in the sea and swept away from the shore
I can't reach anything and there is nothing to hold on to
I feels like crying and I felt the urgency to surface

I need to resurface before I drowned any deeper
I need to find ways to survive myself
I need to make the effort to push myself upwards
I want to live and live life