Friday 21 November 2008

Afraid - Created on 11th August 2007

This feeling that I felt for you

Is mine alone
I'm afraid to show
I'm afraid to share

I felt this pain
This pain is so great that I fell on my knees
I stabbed my own heart
This invisible blood that is running through my fingers

Is mine alone
I'm afraid to show
I'm afraid to share

I was lying on the floor and I felt numb all over me
I cried so hard and gasping for my breath
I closed my eyes and felt the coldness of the floor
My heart is beating slower and slower

Is mine alone
I'm afraid to show
I'm afraid to share

I'm listening to my heart's beat and felt the coldness inside of me
I felt the darkness and I felt the hollowness
My fingers' stiffed and I can't even move
My mind's blanked and I can't think of anything

I was hoping for the light that will never come to me
I was hoping for the warm that will never near to me