Sacrifice and Pain

Sacrifice and pain.

They came hand in hand. The sacrifice that I will make is the pain that I'm letting go. But why do I feels like my heart is being ripped off. Why is it letting go this pain hurts me this much. I feels like dying but I can't.

Not yet.

A small voice somewhere inside of me whispering in a low voice. My wound is so old and my scars are all over the place. What is the reasons of this battling that never ends until now. What is my path leading me to. I don't know. Nobody knows. But I need to brace myself and step forward. One step at a time. I may stumble. I may stumble again and again. I will start this new journey of my life no matter what. At least that is what my heart tells me. This decision that I take. Is not mine alone. Nobody knows and it doesn't matter. At least I know. I hope that the sacrifice that I made now will heal my heart and wash away the pain.

May be somewhere in future I will claim my happiness that have been waiting for me to embrace.

My Second Best

You're confused as one may say about theirs

You're are complicated as other might say

My life is just like that as far as I knew

No onions need to be peeled and no layers to be seen

I just deal and live with my second best

And protect all my loves one from the best of me

Even if you search you will not find it

Because the one who is hiding it is no one but me

Question and Answer II

Sometimes.

I don't really ask questions that I already knew the answers.

Somehow.

I don't really ask questions just for the sake of asking.

Someday.

You will realise that you should have answered them.