Friday 21 January 2011

Lie to me

Nobody tells us life is full of lies
But somehow we learn life the way it is
You know it and I know it
You make believe what you want me to believe
Nobody talks about honor anymore
Anybody care about owning back anything
Was it worth it at the end
Was it worth till the end

Sunday 16 January 2011

Own Back Myself

Slowly I'm regaining back my thoughts
As I put a pause in my current time
Stop moving forwards and letting go the past
Feeling back the pain in my heart
Embracing myself from deep inside
Breathing in and out in silence
Listening to my own heart beat and feeling the pulse
As my energy moving like the ocean wave
I emerge back from this state of unconsciousness
Stupid could I be but it won't stay long
Because wiser that I have become
Everytime I woke up and own back myself

Not in Someone Else

Losing myself again
Lost in thought and life became restless again
My heart showing the sign of uneasiness
Looking down at my feet
Trying to figure out this heavy weight
That I put myself into
And carrying around my shoulders
Am I'm true to myself
Hoping to find
The will and the strength of an eagle
Not in someone else

Patient

Being patient is what I am to you
No reason is what I gave to you
Waiting to bloom is what you are
Is what I felt and it is still as strong
As it first felt long time ago
The moment I decided to be patient
To guide and to protect a heart
To be by the side through all weathers
Still I have no answer to your question
Because what being seek is not the answer
You will understand when the time comes
You will feel it and embrace your self
The joy in your heart and the balance in your life
The day your wings spread out and fly into the sky
You will smile when you look down to the earth below
Beautiful landscape and beautiful life
Flying towards the horizon is what you will do
Endless journey with all your hearts
You will find you