Lie to me

Nobody tells us life is full of lies

But somehow we learn life the way it is

You know it and I know it

You make believe what you want me to believe

Nobody talks about honor anymore

Anybody care about owning back anything

Was it worth it at the end

Was it worth till the end

Own Back Myself

Slowly I'm regaining back my thoughts

As I put a pause in my current time

Stop moving forwards and letting go the past

Feeling back the pain in my heart

Embracing myself from deep inside

Breathing in and out in silence

Listening to my own heart beat and feeling the pulse

As my energy moving like the ocean wave

I emerge back from this state of unconsciousness

Stupid could I be but it won't stay long

Because wiser that I have become

Everytime I woke up and own back myself

Not in Someone Else

Losing myself again

Lost in thought and life became restless again

My heart showing the sign of uneasiness

Looking down at my feet

Trying to figure out this heavy weight

That I put myself into

And carrying around my shoulders

Am I'm true to myself

Hoping to find

The will and the strength of an eagle

Not in someone else

Patient

Being patient is what I am to you

No reason is what I gave to you

Waiting to bloom is what you are

Is what I felt and it is still as strong

As it first felt long time ago

The moment I decided to be patient

To guide and to protect a heart

To be by the side through all weathers

Still I have no answer to your question

Because what being seek is not the answer

You will understand when the time comes

You will feel it and embrace your self

The joy in your heart and the balance in your life

The day your wings spread out and fly into the sky

You will smile when you look down to the earth below

Beautiful landscape and beautiful life

Flying towards the horizon is what you will do

Endless journey with all your hearts

You will find you