Is that alright with you

With all the crimes and wrong doings I've done before
It's not that easy for me to forget

As all the dark years still vivid in my eyes
I can still smells the air like it only happened a second ago

With dry blood on my shirt and loaded gun still in my hand
How am I able to let go and give my gun away

I have no excuse for all the things that I've done
I have waste my life but I have no regret

Is that alright with you
To take me as I am

Please take my gun away from my hand
As I'm afraid that I may pull the trigger again