There are things that currently making my hearts so weak and sad. So sad that I'm thinking about giving up what I'm currently living and had. Start all over again from zero and scratch. Scratching my head hoping that my decision is the wise thing to do. Before anybody realise, I'll already gone and I hope it's good for me.
But today, part of my heart being ripped off. I just bursting into tears. I try to be strong but tears kept rolling down from my eyes. I'm trembling and trying to find my ground to stand back again. I just lost in my words and I just don't know what to say anymore.
God, I pray for the future of my sister. God, I seek for the best for my sister. God, I wish for the better in health for my sister.
Ameen.
