Letting go

Sometimes there are lots of things that I want to let go. Keeping them only makes my hearts ache more and I feels like being sucks into an empty holes beneath the earth. I'm suffocated and can't breath properly. But what stops me from letting go. My brain want to let them go like releasing arrows into the darkness night where I would not know where they are going but I'm sure they won't come back ever. My heart want to let them go like throwing boomerangs to any directions when I know they will come back somehow. Decision need to be made somehow. In this situation the only thing that I can do is to drop them into the fast flowing river of life and let them flows away wherever the current may take them.