When things wasn't going my way, may be it was showing me the other way. Should I turn my face around as my heart was still hoping to stand as it is. All this time I've been feeling others and suddenly I'm hearing my own heart's pounding. All my life I have been crying for others and now I'm crying for my self. I want so much to let go and yet tears drop begging me not to let go. Not yet silently my heart whispering. Until when, I'm not sure. A miracle that I seek. My days and my nights. My present and my future. My heart and my soul. In GOD I put my hope upon.