I've been listening to the same song since yesterday. I've lost count how many time coz it has been played over and over again. It does not really matter. Other songs will only makes me cry. Which I do not want. Some people thought I'm tough. Which I'm not. I'm weak and afraid.
The last thing that I want is to have self pity towards my own self. It's the only one that will bring me down. I'm fighting off this feeling. Self pity is a self destructive mode that will destroy anyone including me. I've already given up on this mode a very long time ago and I would not let it come back to me again. I will make things turn the other way round and it's going to be alright again no matter how it hurts. I'll be alright.
The last thing that I want is to have self pity towards my own self. It's the only one that will bring me down. I'm fighting off this feeling. Self pity is a self destructive mode that will destroy anyone including me. I've already given up on this mode a very long time ago and I would not let it come back to me again. I will make things turn the other way round and it's going to be alright again no matter how it hurts. I'll be alright.
