A person I see in you

I see a person in you that keep on giving and giving.
Giving to all your loves one around you.
A person that never take even a single thing.
A person that I see passion in your eyes, your beautiful glowing lovable eyes.
The eyes that gives all of you.
The inside and outside.
The heart and soul.
So beautiful.
The person I see in you.
A person I cherish and never letting go.

A Single Post

A Single Post.
This Post for My Friend Ana.

The End of the Edge

You pushed people to the end of the edge.
It's good for them said you.
Because it's not you who watch the deep water below.
And it's not you that experiencing the heartbeat

I've seen it and I survived the edge said you.

But you forgot something starts from the beginning.
Some people will stayed and survived the edge.
Most people falls from the edge.
And they plunged into the cold water below

Too bad because they are not up to it said you.

But you forgot another thing about the end.
They fall and yes they suffer badly.
But they find another new life after the end of the fall.
A beginning of a new life without you.

So, you should just get over it.

Lost and Found

I lost something within inside of me.
My passion and my curiosity.
I can't find a single thing I like about life.
To move on with my life.

I feel crushed and smashed.
I looked beyond my hands.
And I see nothing that I look forward to.
As I starred blindly at the ceiling above me.

"You just forgot", someone dear said.
"Find them back", because I'm here with you.

Realisation of Truth

You're a mess. That's what you said.
I'm a ship wreck. That's what I said.

Suddenly...

I came into realisation as I see, hear and feel.
I look beyond my heart and deep into me.
It's true that my heart is true.

And it seems...

No matter how my heart burst into flame.
I shall became quiet.
No matter how fragile I've become with this sensation.
I shall became quiet.
No matter how weak my knees have became.
I shall became quiet.
No matter how many tears running down my cheeks.
I shall became quiet.

Because...

It's the realisation of truth.
of my heart.

Inspiration

When a star become a constellation.
When a word become a full bloom poem.
When a sound become a completed music scores.
When a heart become a universe.
Do you have that feeling.
When an idea comes to life.
All the missing pieces comes together.
Right before my own eyes.
Feelings and hearing.
Like looking through another world.
Viewing from start till the end.
Feeling everything as a spectator watching a play.
I am cheering all the way.
Absorbing until I am overwhelming.
Drowning in my own world.
With emotions and delusional.

Journey to the other side deep inside

As the raindrops touches the grounds of my minds.
Flowing deep into the plane of the other sides.
Unconsciously that I have become.
Deep inside my thought.
Feeling heavy and aware at the same time.
Beautiful feeling and feels of wanting more.
Seeking more.
Dragonfly flew right on top of me.
Showing me that it's time already.
To go on with this journey.
Deeper than before and deeper than I have been.
All as one and yet separate one from another.
Aware of everything and yet feeling nothing.
A place I have no controlled over.
Like a passing through and my feet did not touch the ground.
As I am returning the called of the dolphin.
Echoing far from the horizon and even deeper.
I flew on and diving deep.
Which of it, it does not matter.
A destination I long for.
As the wave change within the surrounding.
Feelings the highness as it touches my skins.
As everything becomes warm and condense.
Healing in time where there is no time.
So fast that I don't even realise of the time ticking.
Time flew by and I am overwhelmed with the surrounding.
Delusional have I become.
Is it true and what I do experiences.
Heavier than before and deeper from before.
Not that I want to stay more.
It's a journey that I need to follow.
When more than a call that I abide.
A short journey and stay for a while only.
And then without knowing suddenly I.
Going even deeper yet I feels like floating high.
High and higher to another.
Separating my self from my self.
Dungeon and Dragon.
Roller coaster on the brown hills.
Seeing nothing and yet feeling everything.
Opening my heart as I was deep inside the sea of energies.
Opening even more as I was given answers to what I seek.
As heavy old rustic book appears in my hands once called upon.
Seems like a dream to me.
A place I have been and a place I will returned.
As I have been there before.
A place I can recalled as a past.
A place I can claim as a here.
I don't have to scream for wanting more.
Politely all is mine and I can do is simply asking.
And I can have everything I want if I want to.
Am I flying in mid air or am I diving in the wave of deep sea.
I am sure that I do belong to any of these and more.
And I know that I don't need any hall of fame.
As I found a place within a spot in my heart.
Until the time to meet up again.
I must go back and I will returned.
Opening my eyes to the sunshine.
Feeling grateful and bliss.