Continue moving on day after day

I smile in silence as my heart is calming down. Suddenly I'm feeling much better now although I felt a bit exhausted. It's okay. Typing from my heart as I'm listening to the songs playing from the music video at the same time. Tonight most of the songs seems good. Or is it because I feel good after able to drain the cup.

It is still a beautiful night although I need to rest early tonight. It is still a beautiful life although we need to fight just to survive another day. We shall keep on going and will be able to continue moving on day after day.

Suddenly tonight

I don't feel good tonight and my energy drained out so quickly suddenly at the same time. I feel dizzy and I've just vomited a couple of times. Something touched my heart so deep and I have tears in my eyes.

My heart is beating faster than usual and I now know what should I do. Placing my hands against my heart and praying for it to calm down. Filling my own heart with hope and love until it's calm and relax.

I know there is nothing wrong with me and I just need to rest early tonight. Hopefully I'll be okay the next day.

Beautiful words

When words come from a sincere heart. They are something that even I can't describe. So beautiful that they stays in my heart for a very long time. My heart feels so deep and I want to cherish as long as I can remember.

After been walking along this path of life with all the things that I knew and absorbs. I feels that I'm more like being cursed instead of being gifted. But today, I feels gifted and I feels wonderful.

I want to live

I'm soffucated and I can't breath properly
I'm drowning in the sea and swept away from the shore
I can't reach anything and there is nothing to hold on to
I feels like crying and I felt the urgency to surface

I need to resurface before I drowned any deeper
I need to find ways to survive myself
I need to make the effort to push myself upwards
I want to live and live life

Help needed

Suddenly today I felt bored
I have nothing to look forward to
And present situation is not encouraging

I need something that can light up my day
I need strength to live up the day
I need motivation to sustain the week

Please God I need your help
As I'm weak at heart and soul
As well and my mind and my strength

My former high school ex-headmistress passed away

Today I received a sad news about my former high school ex-headmistress passed away early this morning. It was quite a shocking news to all of the former students as she was a respectable person with a class of her own. A person which I'm very proud of along with the school. Still remembering the way she talked and the way she walked. And still remembering the way she looks and the way she made decisions. We have a nicknamed for her and she okay with it. How cool for a headmistress. Hope Allah bless her soul and may her soul be with amongst high place. Amin.

Broken glass

I broke a glass today. It was my fault and I was careless. Nothing can be done and I clean up the mess. Picking up every single pieces of the broken glass and hope nothing is left to injure my feet. Less a glass now but I was lucky that it's only a glass.