My Own

I feel lost and hopeless.
I feel down and helpless.
I just want to give up and die.
I cry and I cry.
But a small voice inside of me still holds on.
This cry is my own.
This story is my own.
This weight is my own.

Dear God

Dear God,

This heaviness inside my heart.
Please lift them up.
This hurting inside my heart.
Please heal them.
This doubts inside my heart.
Please firm them.
This weakness inside my heart.
Please strength them.

You know me better than me.
Please give me knowledge to know myself.
Please give me the wisdom to carry on this life.
Please give me guidance to walk through this path.
Please give me love to love myself.